Lately

I have been very depressed and feeling blah. I'm hoping that the return of spring and more sunlight will help me snap out of it as it is really getting to James as well. Perhaps my family learning of our relationship will also help relieve some of the tension. I really need to start looking for something to do as a job as I think the idleness is also adding to it. I find it's an effort to get up, shower and get dressed.

Hi...

I'm still alive-it's been a very long week or so since I last posted. Kristen went home Tuesday-not sure if the way they are suggesting she treat the pancreatitis this time will work but it is not up to me to say. My sister if not my family now knows James is my bf and the same sister knows how old he is-how things will fall from that being said remains to be seen-but it will be their loss if they choose not to accept him. It's been a very long week-this upcoming week will be just as long and the weekend was exhausting. Time for the kitten to be in bed.

Today

I get to go back to the hospital-Kristen is still there and they still are not sure what is wrong with her. On the other hand my sister asked me yesterday if James was my boyfriend so the word is out-not sure how things will fly with the rest of my family but so far Meg is not judging me-I can only hope that everyone else decides it is MY life and I should get to be happy and not live to please them.

Updates

Ok-I'm here and I am lost.....I have no idea how to let people follow me or to even find people I know on here. Never mind looking to customise my blog. I haven't posted since I came back here because I was babysitting and spending time at the hospital visiting my niece Kristen who is back in with STILL no real idea what is wrong. They are going to have to do something more than what they have been doing at this point because how can you treat what you do not know? Where is Dr House when you need him? Anyway feel free to give me pointers on how to actual use this thing especially if you want me to easily find your own blogs to read or how to make it easier for you to read this.....

here

ok-I'm here and will try to be better at updating this